Friday, January 22 @ 11:50 PM
mymotionswerentright
i feel like a freak now not talking to my mum. we had some arguements that night and i "so called" raise up my voice a lil. i know it sounds rude but this wouldnt be this way if she hadnt pester me to go to bed when she knows im busy doing my resume which the deadline was suppose to be today. and she yell at me just because i didnt turn and look at her and kept on repeating, " i told you to sleep. its late. go to bed.. blahblahblah" well, i too have the right to be angry. and i know best that this isnt my fault.(exclude the part which i raise up my voice) and boyfriend keep on asking me to talk to her and say sorry and stuff which ive already did the moment she walk away. but still, she havent say anything yet. i know boyfriend is trying hard to have this situation to be peace back but, this thing wont even work. even if i kneel down and seek for forgiveness. i know her to well. urgh! why must she be so sensitive nowadays. and because of this, friend says i have a heart of a stone. ya rightt~ i am so hating this freaking cold war.
sometimes, i just hate life.