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Friday, January 8 @ 4:29 PM
nobodyknowswhatifeel  people say, quarrels make two people grow closer. but all i felt is bitter&sour. and if every fight happen, i would ask myself, "is this necessary?" and everytime when i say no, it turn worst. it seems like this fight will never end. and the moment when i wanna walk away, he would turn around and say sorry. and it make my heart ache. ache because i know it would happen again. and when yesterday he says leave. it just ripped the half of me. and all i could think is, he doesnt even love me anymore. and that point of time, i dont even think anyone would even understand what i felt. and eventho he did have said sorry, i dont think that would make me feel better. how can it be when your heart is totally crushed. and the thing about a relationship is not about finding the right person but it is about you being the right person. all i want him to know is that, i love him. and he is not just my another boyfriend. he mean a whole lot of thing to me. i swear. not because he is a no mat rep. but it's about he is someone who i never tot i would be devoted too. and the warm feeling i felt whenever he stand near me and hug me. eventho at first, i did tot that he would be my another boyfriend who will come and go. but now, not anymore. he is someone who i would want to spend the rest of my life with. forever. and i dont wanna share him with anyone even if i have to. *he use to think that i was an ugly bitch. and i use to think he looks like a malaysian pr.* |
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