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Thursday, December 31 @ 5:26 PM
thingscanbeprettyfuckupsometimes  one thing about me that i hate the most is being so stubborn and ego. AND i seriously mean it. boyfrend and me, we are now not in a good terms. we quarrel over small things. (thanks to me for not talking nicely to him, thats why) but sometimes, he too can get me on my nerves. its like, we got this one thing in us. we like finding fault. maybe, not him. but he too sometimes pushes his luck far. literally. and btw, ive already deleted some of my past post since he ask me too and he did say that he really hate reading it and looking at my ex photos makes me him go bizarre.(well, who told him to read. i didnt.) you see, thats the problem. i hate on how he says things and do things and on the other hand, he hates my behaviour. we are two different people. very different. tho, people says different makes it unique, but this isnt unique at all. this is far from unique. this is somehow can be called, rubbish or maybe, fools. but what i know deep down, im not regretting on making him as my boyfrend. seriously. i swear. only that, lil things cant get out of hand sometimes. but whatever it is, i love him. so much. not even words can express it. no doubts, i make a horrible girlfriend for him. oh wells, even if he happen to read this, i dont even think he believes it. and i just happen to know. anw, new year is tommorrow and today is new years eve. and im oh-so not excited about it. it makes me think about school. anw, since new year is coming, ive already have my resolutions on. and i hope i could fulfill it tho. i never want things to happen badly anymore. sigh~ |
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