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yeah, a few more hours to go till boyfriend reach singapore.(: anyway, exam is tomorrow and im only on bread. sigh~ so much of my motivation. i reallyreallyreally need to study. i dont want to flung my exam for this final paper. like seriously. and oh, mum called yesterday. she's fine. only a minor tummy ache she had for having her meals late. i miss her so much alrdy. another 19 more days to go for her to come home(: YEAY !

"No matter what you say I ain't goin no where, No matter what you think I'ma always be there, The love that we share it lives inside of me. No matter what you hear-ing, its all in the past, No matter what you feel-ing his love is gon last, The heart of his soul it breathes inside of me. He's my man(He makes me feel so special), My man(He makes me feel so precious), My man(He makes me feel wonderful), My man (With him I'm so comfotable)."- beyonce, he's my man.

boyfriend and i, we almost broke up yesterday. but we'r cool now. back to square one. and i love him so much(:

....exam is just next week and im yet to touch my paper. crazy, i know. well, currently im missing boyfriend and mum. mum has gone to haji last monday and will only be back next month. boyfriend have left singapore with his family for a short vacation. and im here still stuck in singapore not going anywhere. anyway, i wish holidays starts today and soon, it will be 2010. i can hardly wait for my attachment and get out from that school. urgh! anyway, i cant wait for ninja assasin, new moon, case 39 and avatar ! so, anyone ? movie outing with me ???? *kening naeknaek*

for this few days, ive been falling apart. and i tot of having some self motivation on myself..
"i will not be late for class, i will do my best to have it a pass, i will finish this course without feeling to give up, i will finish my task for this and next year, i will walk this line tho it's tough, i will pursuit in higher of education, and i will definitely finish this course eventho i hate it. " well, thats it. my own self motivation in school and to put my big head to go on with this course. since i have the urge of break out from this thing, like seriously.

plan A; finish this course.
plan B; have it a diedie to scores all As.
plan C; do and work hard for theory paper and practical.
plan D; listen attentively in class and follow all instruction.
plan E; catch up all the things and study by heart.
plan F; nomore debar and warning letter.
plan G; graduate and have cert.
plan H; ok, what will be for this plan H?
plan I; still thinking about plan H
plan J; work and earn money
plan K; go back to studies and take private Os.
plan L; sign up to join early childhood in POLY.
plan M; what will happen for plan M ?
plan N; err.. ? still studying for this 2 year course.
plan O; graduate with cert for early childhood.
plan P; since im alrdy 22, engage then.(insya'allah)
plan Q; search for jobs and apply for school.(master/degree maybe ?)
plan R; study with linkage to the previous course
plan S; no idea for plan R.. like seriously.
plan T; study, work, work, study. hmm..
plan U; and now, im planning for plan U..
plan V; still thinking...
plan W; since im ageing, i'll settle down then.
plan X; after settling down and get my diploma, i'll still have my plan going.
plan Y; get a good job with good money for future use.
plan Z; have kids before reaching at the age of 30 and im done planning(:

insya'allah, my plan will all work out well. amin.




ive been watching movies for like two days in a straight row, and now i hereby that ive gone seriously broke. not even a single penny is in my wallet. and the worst of all is that, my phone credit will be gone in no time(that is if i keep on texting hamdi). but whatever it is, i really enjoy those two days i had. And the first movie i had is, 2012. and gotta tell you, 2012 isnt that really good. its good but not that really awesome. but the most i voted as watch-able is, paranormal activity, eventho i almost peed on my pants for freaking out. shh~




let me put it straight, to be frank i seriously hate this 2009 year. it gives me nothing but bad luck. ok, maybe not so much on the year but the month. especially this november month. i am so hating it. firstly im broke and the second is, i got a debar letter. well, i dont really give any damn on the debar letter its only that can i still take the exam is my first concern. but to look at it again, yeah. i could still have it. sigh~ didnt attend school for 16 days already got a debar letter. how if i didnt go for a month. im sure im confirm to be kick out from school. ITE, you gotta be kidding me. i feel like im in prison. seriously ! i need help. even boyfriend already got his warning letter. bloody hell.




when ego conquers your heart, you start thinking every negative things. you start to put everything in the wrong way and start blaming everyone 'cause every of the things you've done is all in the opposites way. and nothing will seem right in your eyes. so yeah, ive decided to put down the post ive posted yesterday. cause to think back again, im just being foolish to have posted that. i love my boyfriend and i love him very much. and its true what ive said earlier on. i can live without him but i just cant afford to loose him just yet. so lesson learn, dont solve things with anger. because things wont work out well.

i love my boyfriend.

yeah, a few more hours to go till boyfriend reach singapore.(: anyway, exam is tomorrow and im only on bread. sigh~ so much of my motivation. i reallyreallyreally need to study. i dont want to flung my exam for this final paper. like seriously. and oh, mum called yesterday. she's fine. only a minor tummy ache she had for having her meals late. i miss her so much alrdy. another 19 more days to go for her to come home(: YEAY !

"No matter what you say I ain't goin no where, No matter what you think I'ma always be there, The love that we share it lives inside of me. No matter what you hear-ing, its all in the past, No matter what you feel-ing his love is gon last, The heart of his soul it breathes inside of me. He's my man(He makes me feel so special), My man(He makes me feel so precious), My man(He makes me feel wonderful), My man (With him I'm so comfotable)."- beyonce, he's my man.

boyfriend and i, we almost broke up yesterday. but we'r cool now. back to square one. and i love him so much(:

....exam is just next week and im yet to touch my paper. crazy, i know. well, currently im missing boyfriend and mum. mum has gone to haji last monday and will only be back next month. boyfriend have left singapore with his family for a short vacation. and im here still stuck in singapore not going anywhere. anyway, i wish holidays starts today and soon, it will be 2010. i can hardly wait for my attachment and get out from that school. urgh! anyway, i cant wait for ninja assasin, new moon, case 39 and avatar ! so, anyone ? movie outing with me ???? *kening naeknaek*

for this few days, ive been falling apart. and i tot of having some self motivation on myself..
"i will not be late for class, i will do my best to have it a pass, i will finish this course without feeling to give up, i will finish my task for this and next year, i will walk this line tho it's tough, i will pursuit in higher of education, and i will definitely finish this course eventho i hate it. " well, thats it. my own self motivation in school and to put my big head to go on with this course. since i have the urge of break out from this thing, like seriously.

plan A; finish this course.
plan B; have it a diedie to scores all As.
plan C; do and work hard for theory paper and practical.
plan D; listen attentively in class and follow all instruction.
plan E; catch up all the things and study by heart.
plan F; nomore debar and warning letter.
plan G; graduate and have cert.
plan H; ok, what will be for this plan H?
plan I; still thinking about plan H
plan J; work and earn money
plan K; go back to studies and take private Os.
plan L; sign up to join early childhood in POLY.
plan M; what will happen for plan M ?
plan N; err.. ? still studying for this 2 year course.
plan O; graduate with cert for early childhood.
plan P; since im alrdy 22, engage then.(insya'allah)
plan Q; search for jobs and apply for school.(master/degree maybe ?)
plan R; study with linkage to the previous course
plan S; no idea for plan R.. like seriously.
plan T; study, work, work, study. hmm..
plan U; and now, im planning for plan U..
plan V; still thinking...
plan W; since im ageing, i'll settle down then.
plan X; after settling down and get my diploma, i'll still have my plan going.
plan Y; get a good job with good money for future use.
plan Z; have kids before reaching at the age of 30 and im done planning(:

insya'allah, my plan will all work out well. amin.




ive been watching movies for like two days in a straight row, and now i hereby that ive gone seriously broke. not even a single penny is in my wallet. and the worst of all is that, my phone credit will be gone in no time(that is if i keep on texting hamdi). but whatever it is, i really enjoy those two days i had. And the first movie i had is, 2012. and gotta tell you, 2012 isnt that really good. its good but not that really awesome. but the most i voted as watch-able is, paranormal activity, eventho i almost peed on my pants for freaking out. shh~




let me put it straight, to be frank i seriously hate this 2009 year. it gives me nothing but bad luck. ok, maybe not so much on the year but the month. especially this november month. i am so hating it. firstly im broke and the second is, i got a debar letter. well, i dont really give any damn on the debar letter its only that can i still take the exam is my first concern. but to look at it again, yeah. i could still have it. sigh~ didnt attend school for 16 days already got a debar letter. how if i didnt go for a month. im sure im confirm to be kick out from school. ITE, you gotta be kidding me. i feel like im in prison. seriously ! i need help. even boyfriend already got his warning letter. bloody hell.




when ego conquers your heart, you start thinking every negative things. you start to put everything in the wrong way and start blaming everyone 'cause every of the things you've done is all in the opposites way. and nothing will seem right in your eyes. so yeah, ive decided to put down the post ive posted yesterday. cause to think back again, im just being foolish to have posted that. i love my boyfriend and i love him very much. and its true what ive said earlier on. i can live without him but i just cant afford to loose him just yet. so lesson learn, dont solve things with anger. because things wont work out well.

i love my boyfriend.

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