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life wont be any fun if you dont try it out. likewise, life will always be sucks whenever you think it is. well, i had a huge fight with boyfriend yesterday but everything is all solve up. to think about it all over again, i was the one who mess everything up and put him on the blame ive done. nuff said, i can live without him but i cant afford to lose him just yet. not even later.




it is only monday and people keep pissing me off so badly. and i have no idea why. life is so random with the negative shit that people gave to everyone around. and i seriously feel like pimping their head down the toilet bowl. if only sgp got no law i think i would alrdy shot them in the head. this really shows how i really hate them so much. i really cant stand their presence in class. with their stuck up attitude, it really boils me much. and if you people are sittin there bitchin 'bout me, well i don't give two fuck about it. i guess my name must have tastes real good because it's always in somebody's bitchass mouth. well, keep it rolling then if you want but dont forget the warning i have it outside, never cross the line if you still wanna live for another 10-20 years of your life. cause pimping your head down the toilet bowl will be my pleasure thing to do. call this childlish, i dont mind. cause someone really have to pay the mess that they have done. fuck me, dont be angry if one day you find that your name is famous in everyones mouth. word spread faster then fire, baby. and oh, i didnt know that nowadays guys have already taken the girls place for being so nossy. i thought that it will only happen to girls. didnt know that guys are being fucking kpo too. its true that blogs are meant for everyone and anyone to read, but then when you abuse it, i dont think the owner will be liking it. reading the content of it will be much ok but when one has started to use the words the owner describe for someone they love and then start to make fun of it, i think they really have to pay a big price for abusing it. i dont know if its me for being sensitive but this monday really pissed me off. and boyfrend is giving me text msges that really hurts. seriously, what gives ?!




here goes to my lovely readers, im not gonna active for this few days due to my bloody modem is down. AND easy said, arnold will go rusty and dirty back. so yeah, miss me when im gone alrights(:


p.s: PLEASE DO KEEP MY TAGGY ROCKING(:

much love,
miin(:





Privacy, let me define it for you guys.
1. The quality or condition of being secluded from the presence or view of others.
2. the state of being private; retirement or seclusion.
3. the state of being free from intrusion or disturbance in one's private life or affairs: the right to privacy.
4. secrecy.

and if you guys out there who is merely stupid or a bloody darn noob, who still cant get it what privacy means, why not you guys buy a dictionary and check it out what it means. seriously, for my 17 years of life that i've live for is no privacy at all. everything you said and done is known by everyone. it is like, it spread faster then a fire. living under a roof with many people is indeed a so much fun, but when one begins to interfere with your life, it is a no fun at all. you'll find some distracting in your life and disturbance too. likewise, you'r privacy is no longer there. i dont mind sharing rooms, i dont really. but when one start to put all in one room, i feel myself cant breathe any oxygen anymore but a smoke of hatred and anger. sharing things once is a no mind at all but sharing things with so many people at a go and almost everyday, boils me much. i seriously want to have my ass move out from this house fast. i cant stand living under the same roof with them nimore thus i know it is impossilbe for dad to have it a change out of a sudden and move out from house. but i seriously cant endure it anymore. sometimes things really get me on my nerves. how i wish my life would grow up real fast. i miss muffin. another 2 hours to go till muffin end his work.

Labels: life's a bitch., so bitch everything out.

"You gave me a reason told me that i'll always be yours. You are my desire my heart is so on fire for you. i can't stop lovin ya. So i watch you like a movie i'll sing you like a song read you like a story if it takes me all night long. Keep you like a secret i'll tell you like a joke it's true, it's true that i'll love you like i always do."

apparantly i dont know what came strike me to post this today. i misses muffin more and more every each day. maybe the time for us isnt really spend well. he's busy with work and school and im busy in school almost half of the time. and school schedule really suckx now since we have to swap timing with the second shift. oh wells, school life cant always be pretty.





why i love you ?
i love you for so many reasons.
big and small, and all of them are wonderful.
i love you for the things you
do that bring such special meaning to my life.
i love you for the silent times
when your eyes and arms tell me all i want to know.
i love you just because i do.

i had my practical today and i was late for it. to cut it short, we do bread butter pudding today and the taste suckx ! toooo sweet and it is killing my ulcer. i seriously hate my petit fours.





basically, i dont know what strucks me to write this post today. i was out with friends after school and, i see many couples were walking side by side holding hands. like they were devoted to each other till their very last breath. well, knowingly deep inside me, i actually misses muffin alot more then he actually knows. so far from what i see, i hadnt been saying those three letter words to him like how oftenly he have said it to me. maybe because, i am no romantic at all. likewise, i am no mushy. nonetheless, i love muffin and yes i am devoted to him till my very last breath. to be truthful to my dear readers, muffin is not a romantic guy. but still, i love him a lot more then anyone could ever imagine. he may not be the perfect guy and he may not be the sweetest guy ever, but i could assure you that muffin is the most loveable boyfrend i ever had. he's nice, he's smart he's funny and he's the most irritating boyfrend. and still, i have no idea why i love him so much. i look at him once and now, i'm stuck.



i still remember what muffin's friend ask me when we met for the first time. he ask me this, " min, how can you fall for this messy guy ? he dont even look attractive. " well, what can i say ? love really can make you go blind. cause when you'r in love, all you see is nice. to be fact, muffin isnt messy actually. only that he's just being plain lazy to dress up well. im not praising him because he's my boyfriend, but im telling the truth. despite him being messy, he actually look kindda pleasent at the same time. or is it, i have problem with my eyes ? haha. but seriously, i'd prefer him wearing his worn-out jeans and tshirt. he looks perfect. and at times, i do have this thought of, how would i be if i dont have him with me. or, what would happen if he's no longer with me. you see, this things really scares me. and it really scare the shit out of me. and if one day, if those things were to happen, who will i talk to till sunrise ? who will irritates me just to see me angry ? who will say, " its ok " when thing goes wrong ? who will say "i love you" every minute of the conversation without fail ? and who will hug me and kiss me on the forehead just to show he cares ? maybe, i'll find someone that will talk to me till sunrise. and irritates me till i get angry. and say "its ok" when thing goes wrong. and say "i love you" every minute. and hug me and kiss me on the forehead just to show he cares. BUT i'll never have those thing sound and feel the same way i had in the previous. cause loving someone'else will never be the same. and as days goes by, i've always hope and pray the best for this relationship i have. because, leaving my life without him will be the last thing i'll do on my list. and having different muffin will never happen for i have only one room for him in me. i love muffin so much. others might have me in the past, but i'll be his, today tomorrow and always.

life wont be any fun if you dont try it out. likewise, life will always be sucks whenever you think it is. well, i had a huge fight with boyfriend yesterday but everything is all solve up. to think about it all over again, i was the one who mess everything up and put him on the blame ive done. nuff said, i can live without him but i cant afford to lose him just yet. not even later.




it is only monday and people keep pissing me off so badly. and i have no idea why. life is so random with the negative shit that people gave to everyone around. and i seriously feel like pimping their head down the toilet bowl. if only sgp got no law i think i would alrdy shot them in the head. this really shows how i really hate them so much. i really cant stand their presence in class. with their stuck up attitude, it really boils me much. and if you people are sittin there bitchin 'bout me, well i don't give two fuck about it. i guess my name must have tastes real good because it's always in somebody's bitchass mouth. well, keep it rolling then if you want but dont forget the warning i have it outside, never cross the line if you still wanna live for another 10-20 years of your life. cause pimping your head down the toilet bowl will be my pleasure thing to do. call this childlish, i dont mind. cause someone really have to pay the mess that they have done. fuck me, dont be angry if one day you find that your name is famous in everyones mouth. word spread faster then fire, baby. and oh, i didnt know that nowadays guys have already taken the girls place for being so nossy. i thought that it will only happen to girls. didnt know that guys are being fucking kpo too. its true that blogs are meant for everyone and anyone to read, but then when you abuse it, i dont think the owner will be liking it. reading the content of it will be much ok but when one has started to use the words the owner describe for someone they love and then start to make fun of it, i think they really have to pay a big price for abusing it. i dont know if its me for being sensitive but this monday really pissed me off. and boyfrend is giving me text msges that really hurts. seriously, what gives ?!




here goes to my lovely readers, im not gonna active for this few days due to my bloody modem is down. AND easy said, arnold will go rusty and dirty back. so yeah, miss me when im gone alrights(:


p.s: PLEASE DO KEEP MY TAGGY ROCKING(:

much love,
miin(:





Privacy, let me define it for you guys.
1. The quality or condition of being secluded from the presence or view of others.
2. the state of being private; retirement or seclusion.
3. the state of being free from intrusion or disturbance in one's private life or affairs: the right to privacy.
4. secrecy.

and if you guys out there who is merely stupid or a bloody darn noob, who still cant get it what privacy means, why not you guys buy a dictionary and check it out what it means. seriously, for my 17 years of life that i've live for is no privacy at all. everything you said and done is known by everyone. it is like, it spread faster then a fire. living under a roof with many people is indeed a so much fun, but when one begins to interfere with your life, it is a no fun at all. you'll find some distracting in your life and disturbance too. likewise, you'r privacy is no longer there. i dont mind sharing rooms, i dont really. but when one start to put all in one room, i feel myself cant breathe any oxygen anymore but a smoke of hatred and anger. sharing things once is a no mind at all but sharing things with so many people at a go and almost everyday, boils me much. i seriously want to have my ass move out from this house fast. i cant stand living under the same roof with them nimore thus i know it is impossilbe for dad to have it a change out of a sudden and move out from house. but i seriously cant endure it anymore. sometimes things really get me on my nerves. how i wish my life would grow up real fast. i miss muffin. another 2 hours to go till muffin end his work.

Labels: life's a bitch., so bitch everything out.

"You gave me a reason told me that i'll always be yours. You are my desire my heart is so on fire for you. i can't stop lovin ya. So i watch you like a movie i'll sing you like a song read you like a story if it takes me all night long. Keep you like a secret i'll tell you like a joke it's true, it's true that i'll love you like i always do."

apparantly i dont know what came strike me to post this today. i misses muffin more and more every each day. maybe the time for us isnt really spend well. he's busy with work and school and im busy in school almost half of the time. and school schedule really suckx now since we have to swap timing with the second shift. oh wells, school life cant always be pretty.





why i love you ?
i love you for so many reasons.
big and small, and all of them are wonderful.
i love you for the things you
do that bring such special meaning to my life.
i love you for the silent times
when your eyes and arms tell me all i want to know.
i love you just because i do.

i had my practical today and i was late for it. to cut it short, we do bread butter pudding today and the taste suckx ! toooo sweet and it is killing my ulcer. i seriously hate my petit fours.





basically, i dont know what strucks me to write this post today. i was out with friends after school and, i see many couples were walking side by side holding hands. like they were devoted to each other till their very last breath. well, knowingly deep inside me, i actually misses muffin alot more then he actually knows. so far from what i see, i hadnt been saying those three letter words to him like how oftenly he have said it to me. maybe because, i am no romantic at all. likewise, i am no mushy. nonetheless, i love muffin and yes i am devoted to him till my very last breath. to be truthful to my dear readers, muffin is not a romantic guy. but still, i love him a lot more then anyone could ever imagine. he may not be the perfect guy and he may not be the sweetest guy ever, but i could assure you that muffin is the most loveable boyfrend i ever had. he's nice, he's smart he's funny and he's the most irritating boyfrend. and still, i have no idea why i love him so much. i look at him once and now, i'm stuck.



i still remember what muffin's friend ask me when we met for the first time. he ask me this, " min, how can you fall for this messy guy ? he dont even look attractive. " well, what can i say ? love really can make you go blind. cause when you'r in love, all you see is nice. to be fact, muffin isnt messy actually. only that he's just being plain lazy to dress up well. im not praising him because he's my boyfriend, but im telling the truth. despite him being messy, he actually look kindda pleasent at the same time. or is it, i have problem with my eyes ? haha. but seriously, i'd prefer him wearing his worn-out jeans and tshirt. he looks perfect. and at times, i do have this thought of, how would i be if i dont have him with me. or, what would happen if he's no longer with me. you see, this things really scares me. and it really scare the shit out of me. and if one day, if those things were to happen, who will i talk to till sunrise ? who will irritates me just to see me angry ? who will say, " its ok " when thing goes wrong ? who will say "i love you" every minute of the conversation without fail ? and who will hug me and kiss me on the forehead just to show he cares ? maybe, i'll find someone that will talk to me till sunrise. and irritates me till i get angry. and say "its ok" when thing goes wrong. and say "i love you" every minute. and hug me and kiss me on the forehead just to show he cares. BUT i'll never have those thing sound and feel the same way i had in the previous. cause loving someone'else will never be the same. and as days goes by, i've always hope and pray the best for this relationship i have. because, leaving my life without him will be the last thing i'll do on my list. and having different muffin will never happen for i have only one room for him in me. i love muffin so much. others might have me in the past, but i'll be his, today tomorrow and always.

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