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<a href="http://www6.shoutmix.com/?chanted">View shoutbox</a> ShoutMix chat widget Music Playlist at MixPod.com	Saturday, August 29 @ 2:29 AM for what is life, is what we have to go tru distance rips me apart, crying tears of blood that drip slowly down my body. A collage of feelings running rampant, tendered by uncrotallable waves of emotion. scrambled thoughts linger on. praying for peace of mind. unable to calm a floodgate, filled with indecision and misdirection. feeling so lost without you. trying to get a grip of myself, losing control of my life. a burning sun and a total darkness. words dat lost within, wondering what has happen to me. lifeless,speechless confused that describe me best. trying to fight the way tru but lost in the mist. had lifeskills today and it turn out to be pretty well. tho we had difficulties in understanding for what they are trying to say but still, i enjoy my day there. nearly cried after the visit. pity thing for them. hope i wont be like what i've seen earlier on. " god, if in this world i left with only one wish, i'd wish for a true happiness for me in future having my love ones by my side. amin. " after lifeskills went to woodland bazaar with shah. then meet up with adeq before going to 630 to meet ali. and oh, saw hamdi at his work place today. he looks different:D	Saturday, August 29 @ 2:29 AM for what is life, is what we have to go tru distance rips me apart, crying tears of blood that drip slowly down my body. A collage of feelings running rampant, tendered by uncrotallable waves of emotion. scrambled thoughts linger on. praying for peace of mind. unable to calm a floodgate, filled with indecision and misdirection. feeling so lost without you. trying to get a grip of myself, losing control of my life. a burning sun and a total darkness. words dat lost within, wondering what has happen to me. lifeless,speechless confused that describe me best. trying to fight the way tru but lost in the mist. had lifeskills today and it turn out to be pretty well. tho we had difficulties in understanding for what they are trying to say but still, i enjoy my day there. nearly cried after the visit. pity thing for them. hope i wont be like what i've seen earlier on. " god, if in this world i left with only one wish, i'd wish for a true happiness for me in future having my love ones by my side. amin. " after lifeskills went to woodland bazaar with shah. then meet up with adeq before going to 630 to meet ali. and oh, saw hamdi at his work place today. he looks different:D	profile Meeen im simple, friendly, fragile and sensitive i love nature and i love books. dance,music&singing is a part of my life. im just a girl who dream big and i have big brain nuff said, im humble by nature.	affiliates bayu chacha Deeyana Feminine Keena Rara Adilah Alyv atyn dopstyler.nurul emellia FarahD HanyHOney Indra(culinary) Indra(tourism) Lee-ya-nah maii mirul(culinary) meimei Murnie Nauu FReak;IZZY Scriptz Shah;kbs Subash Tyty Xuan wei yusri Zya;kbs FazliNasser 65Hope RichardJ HyrulAnuar Norfa&Bai	monthly archive January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 February 2010 March 2010 May 2010 recent entries once upon a time direction is what i needed i just call you mine cant take my eyes off you. and so the lion falls in love with the lamb can you hear me when i call your name ? there is no change without vulnerability dance with me to the end of love. i write a letter to fairies just to see you again. when there's you, nothing bothers me much.
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