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"My soul is crying, without asking why. I said te amo, wouldnt somebody tell me what he said. Dont it mean I love you Think it means I love you Dont it mean I love you, te amo."


*stretch*
*yawn*
im feeling so lazy today. sigh~ anw, my aunt came and so thy other siblings. we break fast together. and right now all i want is my comfy bed and my comfy pillow. i wanna sleep, but my eyes doesnt want to shut. and my whole right arm is aching. thankx to adrian. he bit my arm. anw, baybeat is tmrw. so, yes or no ? i wanna fllw my mum to geylang and at the same time, i wanna go to baybeats too. frends are all there, but... urgh ! let tomorrow decide itself.





distance rips me apart, crying tears of blood that drip slowly down my body.
A collage of feelings running rampant, tendered by uncrotallable waves of emotion.
scrambled thoughts linger on. praying for peace of mind. unable to calm a floodgate,
filled with indecision and misdirection.
feeling so lost without you. trying to get a grip of myself,
losing control of my life. a burning sun and a total darkness.
words dat lost within, wondering what has happen to me.
lifeless,speechless confused that describe me best.
trying to fight the way tru but lost in the mist.


had lifeskills today and it turn out to be pretty well. tho we had difficulties in understanding for what they are trying to say but still, i enjoy my day there. nearly cried after the visit. pity thing for them. hope i wont be like what i've seen earlier on. " god, if in this world i left with only one wish, i'd wish for a true happiness for me in future having my love ones by my side. amin. " after lifeskills went to woodland bazaar with shah. then meet up with adeq before going to 630 to meet ali. and oh, saw hamdi at his work place today. he looks different:D





"All that i'm after is a life full of laughter. as long as i'm laughin' with you, i'm thinkin' that all that still matters is love ever after. after the life we've been through cause i know there's no life after you."


tale as old as time, song as old as rhyme. "a happy ending will always happen and all you need is patience."



for all i want is your gentle breeze thru my hair and whisper in my ear. your my beautiful illusion.





"When you feel your heart's guarded and you see the break's started. when the clouds have all departed you'll be right here with me."


well, it has already been four days of fasting and many months weeks and days has pass. and iam still wishing for a perfect one fine day in this 365 days. i know it sound cliche but then again, who knows it will happen. yknow, like miracle. anw, i was late today. almost late. but not really. yoko waited for me to change before we make our way in to the kitchen. and lemme tell you, we really had a great fun. seriously. we laugh our ass off till the end of the class. and erm, can i not go for tomorrow classss ? oh man ! sw, shiiiiit.


i never notice it but now, i do. strange... i just cant seem to leave it behind tho ive tried.


CONGRATS i didnt turn up for dance prac, AGAIN !





"I fall apart and just a word from you somehow seems to fix whatever’s wrong. Ohh you reach into the weakest moments and remind me that i’m strong. you gotta know i’d be a fool not to see or even worse to forget that you’re more than i deserve. Nothing makes sense when you’re not here. as if my whole world disappears. without you what’s the point of it. Cause everyone that sees you always wants to know you and everyone that knows you always has a smile. you’re the dream that i’ve been chasing. after years of waiting, for a chance to finally shine, everyone calls you amazing i just call you mine."


i dont feel like going to practical tomorrow. and i dont feel like waking up early at 5 tomorrow. guess what ? i dont even want to go anywhr far from my bed. seriously ! i just want to stay in bed all day. urgh! i feel like sucha swine. hahaha ! god, im lazy. pffftttt~





"So lay here beside me just hold me and don't let go this feelin'. i'm feeling is something i've never known and i just can't take my eyes off you."


sigh~ time really fly fast. and i am soo not ready for school tomorrow.





i cant deny it, tho now im not a fan of edward anymore, but still i cant wait for november. i wanna watch new moon. soo, anyone up for it ? hahahahaha.

Labels: new moon.

"You never said, you never said, you never said that it would be this hard. love was meant to be forever, now or never seems too discard. there's gotta be a better way for me to say, what's on my heart without leaving scars. so can you remain when I call your name?"


first day of fasting and i cant fast. wasted, i know. sigh~ anw, i cant wait for the lifeskills to start. :D






And I will walk on water, and you will catch me if I fall. And I will get lost into your eyes,and everything will be alright.



i feel like crap. and this thing shouldnt be happening. but then, it keeps on coming. sigh~ i wonder where is the FULLSTOP. i want this to come to an end. no, really. it feels awfully awful. tho, i already have the afterthoughts about it. but still, i know i couldnt have it. so, why bother. urgh ! make it go away, pleaseeeee.





take my hand and stare me in the eye, dance with me like there's no tomorrow, cause our love last forever.



sorry ppl for not updating. been plain lazy nowadays. and ohh, i miss rembuction. i miss dance prac.





well, sincerely i tot celebrate with a whole group of frends would be great, but sadly it turn out to be a disaster moment. i abandon aisha and make her wait just to wait for thotho's brother but end up, we ran away from them. texted aisha to wait. plan plan plan we decided to walk a long route to marina. and so we did, reach there at 7. call aisha but she didnt pick up. and so i called zya. told her what happen and she freak out. cause she is not with aisha. call aisha again but still she didnt pick up her phone. walk around marina to find the rest. meet up and plan plan plan again. blah blah blah, got seperated with them, AGAIN. they left us behind while we were talking to mima and scriptz. called them and they say they are at the bridge. make our way there and saw kk. reach there we(me and deedee) called them again, and they say they are at penin. got pissed, i decided to stay there to watch fireworks. so we did. saw fireworks and blah blah blah, fireworks finish. we called them but sadly no network. *screw my phone* make our way out and called them again. and they say they are at boat quay. got pissed again. but still, we make our way there. reach there and they say they are at macodonalds. got there and sat and ate. seriously, the whole day i was pissed. totally pissed off ! but, manage to get everything tru. hmm, i was thinking. maybe the next year national day, i will just stay at home and watch it on teevee or follow dad and mum. seriously.





"I miss you like crazy even more than words can say. I miss you like crazy every minute of everyday. Boy, I'm so down when you're love's not around, I miss you."



lemme tell you something, I LOVE SHIA LABEOUF. well, tho many girls thinks that he's ugly and not hot, but i think he's cute and funny. ;D awwwwwwwwwwwww~ anw, happy advance birthday singapore. cant for tmrw outings(:


"A smile, no matter how beautiful, how sweet, as long as it's not yours, it's not special. Tears, no matter how bitter, how salty, with your condolences, it's a clear day yet again. No matter how close, how intimate you are, without a hug, it's considered too far ."


i just got up and i seriously got nothing to blog. and im darn tired now. *yawn*


"When the world changed unknowingly, sometimes i miss the way i used to be. Even though my dreams are far fetched, just thinking about it is a kind of happiness."


i seriously feel like shouting. and i mean it. and i feel like doing it now. "ARGHHHHHHHHHH"
ok, phewwww~ im done. sigh~ i got a lot of things going on in my head. especially the lifeskills thingy. lemme tell you, i hate doing projects. especially when there's no humans contributing any ideas. like seriously, i hate it. superrr hate it. hate it hate it hate ittt ! blergh~ oh whatever, rather then throwing tantrums over here, i wanna help mum with her 600 curry puff need to be made. at least there's something i could let my mind think off. curry puff-.-" hah ! and ohh, somehow or rather, im starting to fall in love with ancient arts. hahahaha.


"Some things we don't talk about rather do without just hold a smile fallen in and out of love the same damn problem together all the while"


class is pretty darn boring today. we do nothing but discuss for our lifeskills project. and as usual, shah falls asleep the moment maam starts talking. haha(: after school, had our lunch at IMM. rott there about an hour before walking our way to DAISO. after strolling the whole mall and ate ice cream, we headed back home. sigh~ phase test will be tmrw and its at one-.-" i hate phase test. it gives me the nervy b.


"Maybe i was stupid for telling you goodbye. maybe i was wrong for tryin' to pick a fight. i know that i've got issues, but you're pretty messed up too. either way I found out, i'm nothing without you."


ok, those hands are mine and ieka's. we took that on friday after lunch at pizza hut with dearie aisha and zya at amk. anw, saw that same shell bangles ? its a gift from me to ieka. well, i know its not much, but its the thoughts that count, right ? hoho :D love you much bestfrend.


phase test on tuesday, sure die liaooo ;(






im bored and so i went searching for videos and i found this. this guy is really nuts. HAHAHA !
anw, im starting to miss everyone. and i mean it, everyone..(:

"My soul is crying, without asking why. I said te amo, wouldnt somebody tell me what he said. Dont it mean I love you Think it means I love you Dont it mean I love you, te amo."


*stretch*
*yawn*
im feeling so lazy today. sigh~ anw, my aunt came and so thy other siblings. we break fast together. and right now all i want is my comfy bed and my comfy pillow. i wanna sleep, but my eyes doesnt want to shut. and my whole right arm is aching. thankx to adrian. he bit my arm. anw, baybeat is tmrw. so, yes or no ? i wanna fllw my mum to geylang and at the same time, i wanna go to baybeats too. frends are all there, but... urgh ! let tomorrow decide itself.





distance rips me apart, crying tears of blood that drip slowly down my body.
A collage of feelings running rampant, tendered by uncrotallable waves of emotion.
scrambled thoughts linger on. praying for peace of mind. unable to calm a floodgate,
filled with indecision and misdirection.
feeling so lost without you. trying to get a grip of myself,
losing control of my life. a burning sun and a total darkness.
words dat lost within, wondering what has happen to me.
lifeless,speechless confused that describe me best.
trying to fight the way tru but lost in the mist.


had lifeskills today and it turn out to be pretty well. tho we had difficulties in understanding for what they are trying to say but still, i enjoy my day there. nearly cried after the visit. pity thing for them. hope i wont be like what i've seen earlier on. " god, if in this world i left with only one wish, i'd wish for a true happiness for me in future having my love ones by my side. amin. " after lifeskills went to woodland bazaar with shah. then meet up with adeq before going to 630 to meet ali. and oh, saw hamdi at his work place today. he looks different:D





"All that i'm after is a life full of laughter. as long as i'm laughin' with you, i'm thinkin' that all that still matters is love ever after. after the life we've been through cause i know there's no life after you."


tale as old as time, song as old as rhyme. "a happy ending will always happen and all you need is patience."



for all i want is your gentle breeze thru my hair and whisper in my ear. your my beautiful illusion.





"When you feel your heart's guarded and you see the break's started. when the clouds have all departed you'll be right here with me."


well, it has already been four days of fasting and many months weeks and days has pass. and iam still wishing for a perfect one fine day in this 365 days. i know it sound cliche but then again, who knows it will happen. yknow, like miracle. anw, i was late today. almost late. but not really. yoko waited for me to change before we make our way in to the kitchen. and lemme tell you, we really had a great fun. seriously. we laugh our ass off till the end of the class. and erm, can i not go for tomorrow classss ? oh man ! sw, shiiiiit.


i never notice it but now, i do. strange... i just cant seem to leave it behind tho ive tried.


CONGRATS i didnt turn up for dance prac, AGAIN !





"I fall apart and just a word from you somehow seems to fix whatever’s wrong. Ohh you reach into the weakest moments and remind me that i’m strong. you gotta know i’d be a fool not to see or even worse to forget that you’re more than i deserve. Nothing makes sense when you’re not here. as if my whole world disappears. without you what’s the point of it. Cause everyone that sees you always wants to know you and everyone that knows you always has a smile. you’re the dream that i’ve been chasing. after years of waiting, for a chance to finally shine, everyone calls you amazing i just call you mine."


i dont feel like going to practical tomorrow. and i dont feel like waking up early at 5 tomorrow. guess what ? i dont even want to go anywhr far from my bed. seriously ! i just want to stay in bed all day. urgh! i feel like sucha swine. hahaha ! god, im lazy. pffftttt~





"So lay here beside me just hold me and don't let go this feelin'. i'm feeling is something i've never known and i just can't take my eyes off you."


sigh~ time really fly fast. and i am soo not ready for school tomorrow.





i cant deny it, tho now im not a fan of edward anymore, but still i cant wait for november. i wanna watch new moon. soo, anyone up for it ? hahahahaha.

Labels: new moon.

"You never said, you never said, you never said that it would be this hard. love was meant to be forever, now or never seems too discard. there's gotta be a better way for me to say, what's on my heart without leaving scars. so can you remain when I call your name?"


first day of fasting and i cant fast. wasted, i know. sigh~ anw, i cant wait for the lifeskills to start. :D






And I will walk on water, and you will catch me if I fall. And I will get lost into your eyes,and everything will be alright.



i feel like crap. and this thing shouldnt be happening. but then, it keeps on coming. sigh~ i wonder where is the FULLSTOP. i want this to come to an end. no, really. it feels awfully awful. tho, i already have the afterthoughts about it. but still, i know i couldnt have it. so, why bother. urgh ! make it go away, pleaseeeee.





take my hand and stare me in the eye, dance with me like there's no tomorrow, cause our love last forever.



sorry ppl for not updating. been plain lazy nowadays. and ohh, i miss rembuction. i miss dance prac.





well, sincerely i tot celebrate with a whole group of frends would be great, but sadly it turn out to be a disaster moment. i abandon aisha and make her wait just to wait for thotho's brother but end up, we ran away from them. texted aisha to wait. plan plan plan we decided to walk a long route to marina. and so we did, reach there at 7. call aisha but she didnt pick up. and so i called zya. told her what happen and she freak out. cause she is not with aisha. call aisha again but still she didnt pick up her phone. walk around marina to find the rest. meet up and plan plan plan again. blah blah blah, got seperated with them, AGAIN. they left us behind while we were talking to mima and scriptz. called them and they say they are at the bridge. make our way there and saw kk. reach there we(me and deedee) called them again, and they say they are at penin. got pissed, i decided to stay there to watch fireworks. so we did. saw fireworks and blah blah blah, fireworks finish. we called them but sadly no network. *screw my phone* make our way out and called them again. and they say they are at boat quay. got pissed again. but still, we make our way there. reach there and they say they are at macodonalds. got there and sat and ate. seriously, the whole day i was pissed. totally pissed off ! but, manage to get everything tru. hmm, i was thinking. maybe the next year national day, i will just stay at home and watch it on teevee or follow dad and mum. seriously.





"I miss you like crazy even more than words can say. I miss you like crazy every minute of everyday. Boy, I'm so down when you're love's not around, I miss you."



lemme tell you something, I LOVE SHIA LABEOUF. well, tho many girls thinks that he's ugly and not hot, but i think he's cute and funny. ;D awwwwwwwwwwwww~ anw, happy advance birthday singapore. cant for tmrw outings(:


"A smile, no matter how beautiful, how sweet, as long as it's not yours, it's not special. Tears, no matter how bitter, how salty, with your condolences, it's a clear day yet again. No matter how close, how intimate you are, without a hug, it's considered too far ."


i just got up and i seriously got nothing to blog. and im darn tired now. *yawn*


"When the world changed unknowingly, sometimes i miss the way i used to be. Even though my dreams are far fetched, just thinking about it is a kind of happiness."


i seriously feel like shouting. and i mean it. and i feel like doing it now. "ARGHHHHHHHHHH"
ok, phewwww~ im done. sigh~ i got a lot of things going on in my head. especially the lifeskills thingy. lemme tell you, i hate doing projects. especially when there's no humans contributing any ideas. like seriously, i hate it. superrr hate it. hate it hate it hate ittt ! blergh~ oh whatever, rather then throwing tantrums over here, i wanna help mum with her 600 curry puff need to be made. at least there's something i could let my mind think off. curry puff-.-" hah ! and ohh, somehow or rather, im starting to fall in love with ancient arts. hahahaha.


"Some things we don't talk about rather do without just hold a smile fallen in and out of love the same damn problem together all the while"


class is pretty darn boring today. we do nothing but discuss for our lifeskills project. and as usual, shah falls asleep the moment maam starts talking. haha(: after school, had our lunch at IMM. rott there about an hour before walking our way to DAISO. after strolling the whole mall and ate ice cream, we headed back home. sigh~ phase test will be tmrw and its at one-.-" i hate phase test. it gives me the nervy b.


"Maybe i was stupid for telling you goodbye. maybe i was wrong for tryin' to pick a fight. i know that i've got issues, but you're pretty messed up too. either way I found out, i'm nothing without you."


ok, those hands are mine and ieka's. we took that on friday after lunch at pizza hut with dearie aisha and zya at amk. anw, saw that same shell bangles ? its a gift from me to ieka. well, i know its not much, but its the thoughts that count, right ? hoho :D love you much bestfrend.


phase test on tuesday, sure die liaooo ;(






im bored and so i went searching for videos and i found this. this guy is really nuts. HAHAHA !
anw, im starting to miss everyone. and i mean it, everyone..(:

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