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Wednesday, July 29 @ 10:28 PM
the love that i've found in you.  "how do you stay awake knowing all I do is to think of you. all the things we thought about that never will happen again if I could just see you" nowadays i seem to hate every tuesdays and thursdays. not because of the practical BUT the timing. all because i have to wake my dumb head up early at 5. imagine that. sob* and i feel like im back to my seondary school days. only the different is the people and the atmosphere. oh wells, this is what we called life, isnt it ? anw, today class is pretty ok. many discussion was made among our group for the lifeskills project. and even the conflict too. but we made it tru:D but most of it, i love my way back home and the picture we took at the isolation area before heading back home. i laugh my lungs out from school till the mrt. HAHAHA ! i love jellyfish. Monday, July 27 @ 7:37 PM
the glory we have.  "its like, what did they say ? oh, yes. YOU'LL NEVER WALK ALONE:D" like what we all have alrdy predicted, singapore will be thrashed by liverpool. and so it was. the score was 5-0. how cool can it be ? and thanx to dear omar, i was there:D and so after the game, i follow omar to meet his frend, before they sent me to abg's car. blahblahblah, meet abg at his car then off we go for our dinner. reach home and help mum out with her currypuff.. and oh, house was crowded with cuzzy and aunties. but overall, im happy !! :D glory glory liverpool *CHEERS* *blogger is starting to be veryvery irritating.. -.-"* Saturday, July 25 @ 2:43 PM
my thoughts are only for you.  "staring out at the rain with a heavy heart. it's the end of the world in my mind. then your voice pulls me back like a wake up call, ive been looking for the answer somewhere. i couldnt see that it was right here. but now i know what i didnt know."*yawn *rub eyes i cant really open my eyes wide. tho yesterday i went to bed pretty early.. and my whole body is aching. and i mean it, the whole body. i feel like sleeping again.. but i cant, i have to call the heartware network for the lifeskills project. i really want to start off early. i cant wait any longer. not wanting to drag this project any further anymore. and test is just around the corner. its horrible. never felt this nervous before. *brrrr and ohh, thanx to omar im going for tomorrow's game. he bought the tix for me. and it is foc. how sweet ?? but, dinner will be my treat. *smile widely* Thursday, July 23 @ 8:57 PM
it took me only a minute to realise it.  "every moments we had, every minute we shared, every hours we left, i only think about you. every penny i have, every dollars in hand, every cents i got, all i want is you. " liverpool is coming to singapore and so is torres, but sadly i cant go. iam super broke this month. sigh~ im really missing the great action. oh wells, can always see them live in teevee. BUT i seriously wanna go. its LIVERPOOL. urgh ! suria is going and it is soo not fair. i cant meet torres. wth. all hail me for not saving a single cents.. T.T DADDY ! I WANNA MEET TORRES, PLEASE DAD PLEASE !! Wednesday, July 22 @ 9:49 PM
i love the way you make me smile.  "you make smile like the sun, fall out of bed sing like a bird dizzy in my head, spin like a record crazy on a sunday night. ohh, you make me smile."as always, class is boring but fun. and p.e is superb(: we played handball with the fitness student. apparently wan faris were there too. anw, the coolest thing is, we won the game.*big smile* and now, im tired. super tired. eventho i have alrdy slept(without changing) in the afternoon after i got home. oh sigh~ class will be at 8 tomorrow and i am so not feeling like going at all. T.T Tuesday, July 21 @ 9:08 PM
you caught me instantly.  "i was alone when i heard someone whisper your name, but when i turn around, i didnt saw anyone. then i realise, i misses you." i was super late for school, er.. not that super late was only 5 mins late. heeee XD anyway, we have practical today and we do this idontknow what's the name of the bread-.- and it taste way better then the rye bread. i swear. and as usual, today start exactly like yesterday. pissed off. not only i came in late and had a fight with the other ite student for the train but my station is darn messy when i came in and my bowl went missing and whatsnot, even my tray is dirty and everything is not even placed in an orderly manner. how horrible can it be ? and ohh, my sink has choclate stain too. i dont know what is in their mind but cant they clean it properly ? well, it is my sation yknow and i never let it un-clean before. stoooopid ! all thanks to the april intake. i have to do more things then i needed to do today. but oh wells, afternoon is better. everyone started smilling and joke around. like aishah say, " we give them chance." HAHAHA ! rightttttt ~ Monday, July 20 @ 9:01 PM
if it is you, i'll be happy.  " wondering the streets, in a world underneath it all. nothing seems to be, nothing tastes as sweet as what i can have. if i could dim the lights in the mall and create a mood i would, shout out your name so it echoes in every room, i would "i dont know why, but is it me or is it just me, that class is super hyper today ? well, today shah is not being herself, she was dancing to the H1N1 song in class and then start boogie with miley song, which she have never done before. and class is being super noisy. but overall, i did enjoy class today tho lifeskill is a bit boring. and the great thing is that, class ends at 2(: and after class aishah and me decided to explore the new mall, west coast plaza. and lemme tell you, the west coast plaza is gigantic and nice and peaceful. not much humans in it. we walk around the plaza and went into the ntuc and the wine stall before started browsing tru cheese, choclate and crackers.. at 5+, we took bus back to clementi and i saw abg and his frends.. well, i end my day with abg. i miss him so much(: and oh, thanks abg for the treat. :D p.s: thats the random pic that i took during lunch time. look at the drastic change. hahaha ! Sunday, July 19 @ 5:59 PM
you lit my life with full of colours.  " each time the wind blows, i hear your voice, so i call your name. whispers at morning, our love is dawning. heavens glad that you came." woke up with a no good feeling today. im tired and i can hardly open my eyes. sheeshh~ *ok, skip that part* well, im alone now. mum's out and dad isnt at home. sigh~ im hungry. but i dont feel like eating anything. all i want now is, CHOCOLATE. is there anyone out there who is kind enough to donate me some ? hahaha. well, tmrw there's school and im really not excited about it.i dont feel like going anyway. sigh~ and oh, apart from me being not myself, i do laugh a lil tho. all hail subash for his malay. subash/no surprise. says: . stella make sure makan something ah. .kalau tak makan, nanti subash sure marah. .FUUUUYOOOO!:) S T E L L A/cho-co-late says: . i wanna post this at blog. . and let everyone read it . hahahaahha subash/no surprise. says: . hahahahaha! . i'm gonna be famousss! :D S T E L L A/cho-co-late says: . rightt~ subash/no surprise. says: . -.- . hahahahah! S T E L L A/cho-co-late says: . pukol berape subash keluar ? subash/no surprise. says: . satu, dua, tiga, empat, lima.. hw to say six? S T E L L A/cho-co-late says: . enam. HAHAHA ! cute or what ? subashsubash *shake head* p.s: i miss mum, dad and abg. T.T Saturday, July 18 @ 1:50 AM
was i too close for comfort.  today's date is really a kokap. harry potter and the half blood prince tix were all sold out. how cruel can it be ? i guess, i'll have to wait till monday then. "lala, we shouldnt have come." T.T Friday, July 17 @ 10:41 PM
i can see it in your eyes.  "i'll reach out my hand to you, i'll have faith in all you do. just call my name and i'll be there(:" school is pretty much dull today. it starts at 1 and ends at 230-.-" we have lifeskills and we were given a task to complete by this 3 mnths. sigh~ elderly or disabled children ? i think, disabled children.. hmm, have to start planning now. i dont want to drag this project any further. and soon, i'll be busy with school work. TIRED ! Wednesday, July 15 @ 8:18 PM
it was a once upon a time.  " is this the whole picture or is it just a start ? i used to try and walk alone. but now i have begun to grow. and when you tell me just to rest, finally im letting go"had s&w at four and we run in the hall like mad ppls with no stopping. and my lungs almost gonna explode since it has alrdy been a month i have not been working out. just being plain lazy, i know-.-" and we play captain's ball after that. sadly we lost. oh wells, who cares ? afterall, it is just a warm up(: and now, im dead tired. and my whole left leg is aching. thankx to haikal for pushing me.. practical at 8. and im lazy to go to school tmrw. Sunday, July 12 @ 11:36 PM
it isnt to hard to see.  "in my thoughts of you, there is an underlying love that is present in every word, every glimpse i hope you feel it as i do, for it is what i am and ever will i be cause thoughts of you warm my heart like a moon lit summer night." follow mum to jb today. again, another doom day for me. as usual, it is sunday(: haha! and lemme tell you, it is a very long and tiring day there. we stop by at kotaraya before going to jakel where mum bought manymany raya clothing. and again, im the one who has to carry all those stuff. thanks aye mum-.-" reach home at 7. shower, change and had dinner with aunt. since she drop by here. oh wells i think i've lost my mood now. im dead tired. and my eyes wont shut. HELP ! Saturday, July 11 @ 9:00 PM
heads over heels.  " you're everything i thought you were never were and nothing like i thought you could have been. you're the only one i wish i could forget the only one i love to not forgive." its saturday and im staying at home.-.-" im dead bored.. so dead bored. Wednesday, July 8 @ 9:44 PM
how should i explain when im lost in the rain.  love has nothing to do with what you are expecting to get. only what you are expecting to give, which is everything. went home with shah taking the train. and a "round" guy gives me a most welcoming smile and a hi. how sweet(: i didnt expected it. how horrible. the broken clock is a comfort, it helps me sleep tonight. maybe it can stop tomorrow from stealing my time. i am here still waiting though i still have my doubts. i am damaged at best, like you've alrdy figure it out. i'm falling a part, im barely breathing. with a broken heart that's still healing. in your name i find meaning. so im holding on. im barely holding on to you. was it love at first ? Sunday, July 5 @ 10:18 PM
you are not alone, im here with you.  class starts tomorrow. and im telling you, im lazy to go. super lazy.. another day has gone, im still all alone. how could this be, you're not here with me. you never said goodbye, someone please tell me why. did you have to go and leave my world so cold. everyday i sit and ask myself, how did love slip away ? something whisper in my ears and says, you are not alone for i am here with you, though you are far away i am here to stay. Friday, July 3 @ 8:05 PM
you will never be far, cause you are always near.  i've changed my msn account. getting bored with the old one. many unwanted humans in it. i was tired and now im bound, my head is off the ground. for a long time i was so weary. tired of the sound, ive heard before. gnawing of the nighttime at the door. haunted by the things i've made. stuck between the burning light and the dusty shade. i was broken for a long time, but it's over now. it's over. Thursday, July 2 @ 5:03 PM
take my hand and never let it go  your fingertips across my skin. the palm trees swaying in the wind. you sang me lullabies, the sweetest sadness in your eyes. i never wanted you to be unhappy. goodbye my almost lover, goodbye my hopeless dream, so long my luckless romance. |
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