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Sunday, May 31 @ 1:22 PM
i scream but noone hears it.  practically exam is just tomorrow and ive been sitting down for like 1 hour trying to revise and knowing all things and that but pathetically nothing goes inside brain.. it is all input NO PROCESS and then output. tell me how am i suppose to pass this bloody exam and get my cert ? darn it ! seriously, i feel like open up my brain and stuff all papers in it.. urgh! nonsense.now people, please. motivate me to study. -________-" i seriously hate exams.. anw, to ppl taking exams tmrw. good luck(: *mumbling* Saturday, May 30 @ 9:43 PM
cause in your heart i like to stay..  just got back home from batu pahat. well, it isnt a long trip anyway, just a hour or two. pheww~ im so exhausted.. -_____________-" *yawn* im tired but cant sleep. i need to study.. exams is just next week, and today is saturday.. and soon, tmrw's coming.. T_T sigh~ anw, abg ayim's wedding is a blast. had a hell loads of fun there with cousins and share a lot of stories tho i kept myself quiet everytime.. *tired luh ok* but still, i had fun. (: laughing and loads of pictures were taken. but sadly i cant upload it here.. *sobbing* anyway, to abg ayim.. congrats and may allah bless you with manymany cute babies, yeay ! aminamin. *i looked into your eyes and all i could see is love. yes, its love that all i could see.. baby, lets hold hands and never let go....* Sunday, May 24 @ 3:29 PM
i want nobody, nobody but you  had a hell loads of fun yesterday..went gym in the morning with bayu, rara and keena.. we do some stretching and stuff and shower there before heading back home. while waiting for keena to get ready, rara and me went my house to put my bags and grab some stuff.. it was drizzling at ferst but it turn out to be a rain after we reach keena's void deck. so we waited till the rain stop.. and we waisted 30 mins there -________________-" felt hungry, we have our lunch at macdonalds. yum. and train to city hall to meet ieka since yesterday there's a match between the ang mo and young lions at padang. blahblahblahh ~ walking our way to esplanade went we bumped into in(vogue), alyv(vogue) and abg ted. and sooooooooo, the gossips and laugther begins. walk to marina meet up ifa(if im not wrong the name is) and her frends.. walk around the marina look for stuff and dear alyv really cant get his eyes off from the rasatafari necklace. done walking ieka wanted to meet akim and then we all headed to the food court and settle down with some drinks. and there goes again the laughter with alyv and in "sajaks". then we walk again around marina before heading to esplanade.. saw amizan... like finally after for 4 years of not meeting each other.. wow ! then in wanted to meet up with abg isaac.. so we headed to underground and meet up with them watch them dancing and stuff.. tired of watching cause eyes is closing me, abd ted, keena, rara, ieka wanted to go home.. so bid goodbye and off we go. leaving alyv and in behind cause they wanted to stay.. and ohhhhhhhhhh, guess what. i saw ayun. -___________- " for so many humans in this world, i meet him again.. and ohhh, we fight. not physically. *wink* Wednesday, May 20 @ 10:22 PM
don't worry world, i feel the pain too.  for the past hour i've been getting my butt to studybut all i do is staring blankly at the paper. sigh ~ everything is just input no process and then output. seriously people, motivate me please ! and i kindda pissed off with my e-buddy. stooopid buddy. whenever i sign in, things get hacked and stucked out for no reason ! darn it. urgh ! i hate exams. and i hate it for every moment the clocks goes tick when it reaches each digit. can i have the world to stop moving please ?! how i wish right now i can have those super powers or or super brain like jimmy neutron. -__________- " so i can create a super helmet which can help me to remember well every and each time when there's test or exams. die die die ! i ammm soooo dead meat. GOD, peleeaseee help this stooopid fool... *blattered eyelids* how i wish i were to pass my science last time.. so i can event one that can come in handy (: hah ! Monday, May 18 @ 9:32 PM
i dont wanna close my eyes, i dont wanna miss a thing  today is a completely suay for me.i realise that every monday, it will be a monday *suay*. sigh ~ firstly in the morning my tummy something wrong and i have to go in and out of the toilet for like 5 times. and when i reach clementi it was darn raining. a heavy one. waited for the bus for like 10 mins end up, someone, an angel from the sky who study in the same school with me offer me a ride with him in a cab. and he is my camera man(: hahaaha ! noluh. know him in the meeting parents session where he took our pictures and stuff. xD ! so yeah, thanx to him i wasnt late for class at all. anw today do tiramisu. tell you, its darn easy but needed alot of focusing. -_____________- ' and ohh, me and yoko added too much of liquor in to our tiramisu, but still it taste nice (: hahaha ! well, test will be on thursday.. and practical test,black forest, will be on friday.. sure mati -____________________________________-" Friday, May 15 @ 9:59 PM
1234...  one thing to do three words for youi love you. today cake lesson suckx. -____________- ! i almost spoil the cake half way while doing the icing.. and guess what, that black forrest cake will be in for test nextnext friday. sigh ~ how pathetic. i hate the mousse, it makes my life darn difficult. especially the part where you have to dissolve the gelatin -_______- " oh wells, shikin sms-ed me. asking me how am i doing and stuff. sigh~ i miss her so much.. the last time we meet was at sembawang park wth ayun's family. and that was monthsss ago alrdy. well, she says ayun has a new gf. which im not even surprise at all. oh fcuk, i dont even care. and now, im darn tired. tot of sleeping but since abg lemme his lappy, why not later... heeee ~ *kening naeknaek* Thursday, May 14 @ 7:32 PM
lie about us..  when the hope is gone, move along like the way it should.. went out from house at 740 and meet up with scriptz. and then walk to the mrt. seriously i feel so lazy to go school. and furthermore it was raining heavily in the morning. but then like it or not i have to drag my whole body to school since today there's revision on IBSC. and ohhh, the second group to the presentation really pissed me off. they took more then an hour. stooopid foool. -____________- ! and i almost fall asleep for the revision. looking at sha sleep makes my eyes almost glued to each other alrdy... hee !~ tomorrow will be another cake session. black forest. sigh ~ i am soo not gonna bring it home. my fridge is full with cakes ! there's cheese, coffee and chocolate cake that have not been fully touch(except for the choco of cause) and tomorrow cake will be given to indra. he'll take it right after class finish. but sadly he have to go back to school wait for me finish class and take his cake ! hah ! ohh well, it is not always you get people waiting for you righttt *kening naeknaek* and oh dude, if your late. your cake will be given away. i swear. xD ! and ohhhh, abg got himself a 'gf '. well, he really like that girl. since he brags about it almost everyday. and told me how beautiful that ayu girl is. how frendly she is. and now, since he talk that way... i am sooo wanting to meet her. if can, now! hah ! who knows, she will be my future sis-in-law to be... *kening naeknaek* ohhhhhhhhhh, i've met baby mel that day. damn i miss her much ! * test will be next tues. sure die.* Tuesday, May 12 @ 10:40 PM
and so we fall  if only i could look at the eyes and stareand tell how wonderful it felt to be standing close to you.. today presentation went pretty well tho our heart goes dag dug dag dug... hahaha ! who doesnt when your group started ferst, right....... ? sigh ~ tomorrow got sw dont feel like going but sad thing, its a must..-___________-" tomorrow will be doing another asian sweets again ! gosh ! if i have to eat another asian sweets i'll be dead by any moment.. seriously. well, today went off pretty well.. meet up with shasha and zya at clementi mrt.. walk to school together and laugh our ass off.. class is technically ok. since everyone is being co-orperative enough. xD ! and after school, bump-ed into abg ted and he ask me to go home with him and stuff but ferst have to wait for mr indra's crush finish her netball and was getting pissed each and every moment cause have to wait for her till 6. sian~ -______________-" end up they meet up and walk till the mrt and say byebye. lame sia ! seriously... and ohhhh, today bonus, abg ted sent me till sembawang.. huahuahua ! xD ! Monday, May 11 @ 9:40 PM
so close but yet so far.....  today cheese cake, badly done. sucha heartache.but still, its a manageable to do it on time.. only the baking suck up big time. tomorrow presentation on asian sweets. one product. not a headache apart from the portfolio and stuff.. and all hail us cause we are the bloody damn ferst group to present. hah ! and ohh, lemme share something about today. 1. i woke up with a tummy ache which hurts so much. 2. adri pee-ed on his pyjammas this morning. 3. the train was pack-ed with malayrians (since today primary and secondary has no school and they talk so loud like nobody business). 4. a girl vomited infront of me. and its a double ewwww~ 5. it rains heavily in clementi. 6. i have to wait for bloody 30 mins for the bus to come and lastly, guess what. im late for prac.. coooooooooooooooool urgh ! i am soooo starting to hate school. but still, have to endure it for 2 years. since i dont want any warning letter to reach my home like how mas kene !.. sigh ~ Sunday, May 10 @ 8:18 PM
i looked at her and i knew...  mom, you're a wonderful mother,so gentle, yet so strong. that many ways you show you care always make me feel i belong. well, tot of uploading the cake i made for mum. but this stoooooooopid brother of mine computer cant read it. pathetic. seriously -____________-' but still, its thankfull thing that he let me use his computer. cause he's away to johor with his wife and kids. xD ! anw today, tot of going out. but mum cancel it at the very last min. due of her feeling sooooooo lazy. oh well, gues im spending my "precious" time at home and rott. well if you notice, my blogskin has changed. i love the old pne but because of that new bloody tagboard i have to change the skin new. sigh ~ and ohh, im changing my songs also. what song would be nice to put it up there ? cheez. talking about cheez. we'll be baking cheese cake tomorrow. yum. cant wait for it ! well, i pathetically know a lil bit about it. like the steps. but what next, i dont think soo i remember. anyhoots, may god really bless me tomorrow. hah ! (: Saturday, May 2 @ 2:35 PM
baby, close your eyes cause everyting gonna be alright.  yerp, read that. 'baby im bored' well, supposingly today go out with kimi to east point mall.. but i didnt msged him, hah ! overslept. phew~ for this past days, i've been snoring like a pig.. well yeah, since there's nomore monitor on my computer desk.. wth. and now im waiting for bitch gf to msg me.. she's in train now from pasir ris otw back to here.. awwww, i miss that bloody physcho bitch... ((: ohhh darn it, i've not finish my homework yet. i am sooo the freaking lazy.. why should there be homework.... ? -_______- ! and tell you, i seriously not enjoying any moment of my life in class right now. i am soooo occupied with practical. imagine 3 prac in a row.. how can you live with that.. im dead, soon. and ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh, ive new sports&wellness trainer. he's young&cute.. well, that is what i heard from shasha.. hahah ! pity her she have to go for sw two weeks straight alone. me and sasaki pangsei her ((: sorrry babe, we are just plain lazy to go.... school on monday ? i am soo not looking forward to it. can i not go ? sigh ~ FISHHHHHHH , test is on tuesday i think.. holy cow ! i am soo left far behind. |
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